Ok, so he's in my head.  It's a little stunning on one level, but is it really?  I've been looking for this for a long time and along comes a man who may be able to guide me to places I've been desiring for some time.  I have no idea if I really want to do these things, but my heart begins to race and the more I imagine them, the more aroused I become.   Some of the things he's told me;  I will dress completely slutty for him, leather, heavy makeup.  Easy enough, I want to look the part as much as I can. He will control my orgasms.   I will wear a chastity cage for him so I cannot play with my clit without his permission.  He will milk my cum from me and feed it to me regularly.  Actually, anytime I cum I am to consume it for him. 

I will learn how he likes his cock sucked.  I am sure that in learning to suck his cock, I will learn to swallow his cock, deep throat and how to take a face fucking.  Daddy's cum will be my reward, whether it is on my face, my body, my lips or in my mouth.   I am sure that he will want me to know that when his cock erupts and cum pours out that it is my gift to clean up and swallow.  I crave that man to look down at me, into my eyes, holding my head with his semen streaming into my open mouth and knowing that to really please him is to swallow all of his manly cream.  Swallowing Daddy's cum will be a huge femme step in my submission to a superior real man.